Yes, my kinda long post about SPN ep 20. And since I posted that TVD one on Friday… can’t not have a SPN one.
I didn’t cry as much as I did when I was watching TVD ep 21 yesterday. But my heart was seriously breaking while I was watching SPN ep 20.
Still, I want to stick with my belief about Cas, even though I feel the finale will go against it. I shall continue to believe that Cas will turn back at the last minute and not go completely dark side. I’m not saying that dark side isn’t good, I mean, hey I love Crowley and all the super badass bad guys, but Cas… well Cas cannot go dark side because of Dean.
He says he’s doing everything for Dean. He isn’t. Half of him is, but the other half ceased to when he struck a deal with the King of Hell. He might have done that partly to save Dean’s ass, but look how badly it turned out.
Come on man, a relationship is based on trust, not lies. All Cas has been doing this season is lie to Dean. It might be for his own good, it might be to save him, but Dean is right. There had to be some other way.
Lol speaking of ~some other way~ why are all my dramas about finding some other way. In TVD they were looking for some other way too. Well they sort of found one but look where it got them. Jenna and John are dead, I don’t know if Bonnie’s gonna be okay and worst is Elijah decided to listen to Klaus and basically destroyed every single thing they worked for this season.
Yeah, Dean and Sam have taken on pretty epic things and survived. But this isn’t just about them against some epic bad guy. It’s about Cas versus Raphael. It’s angel against angel. Therefore the circumstances are different and it might not necessarily be something the Winchester boys can solve, I must say.
Still, Cas should have found some other way. I mean, look at the Salvatores, how many ways have they tried man. They never stopped till the end and even when all seems hopeless. Granted it turned out horrible, but they tried. I know Cas doesn’t want anything to happen to the boys, but the boys are completely willing to sacrifice themselves for a greater cause. Meh, okay fine I don’t want them to die either. But the thing is…
Cas please don’t go dark side. Turn back while you still can. Show Dean you’re trying and the boys will find a way. I know they will. Dean cares too much about Cas. He won’t want to lose him forever. He can’t, alright.
And what with the Great Wall of Sam breaking down next week… Dean can’t take all of these at one go. Cas has to do something. Cas has to do the right thing. Cas always does the right thing. So he’d better this time too. Dean needs him more than ever right now.
WHY DO I FEEL LIKE I’M WRITING A FIC. Okay but seriously. Yeah. My thoughts after this ep of SPN.
